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There's a solo TTRPG: Cage of Sand, "A time loop horror TTRPG for one or more players." I got it in the Racial Justice Bundle back in 2020 and promptly ignored it for several years (like most of the 12,000+ games I've picked up in game bundles).

Recently, I picked up a tarot deck specifically for solo TTRPGs: the Calandra Tarot (it's pretty but not one I'd want to use for divination), and went looking through my archives for a tarot-based solo game that wasn't a hack of Anamnesis. Not that there's anything wrong with Anamnesis - I like it very much; I've tried it; I've made my own hack of it. But I wanted to try something else, and after some sorting of the Big Spreadsheet o Game Bundles, I found this one.

So I decided to try it )

Aryana (100% completed)

Jun. 6th, 2026 08:55 pm
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It took me over seven months to get here, but I have at last finished all 189 episodes of Aryana! All the comments asking for another season now make sense, because although the main plot, i.e. Aryana's mermaid condition, is resolved, so much else is kind of swept over, as if there wasn't enough time to resolve everything, but who knows how these things happen.

So the main thrust of the show is: Neptuna made a magical deal with Ofelia that on Aryana's fourteenth birthday, Aryana would turn into a mermaid. There hasn't been much rules lawyering about this deal, but within the last batch of episodes, it seemed that a potential loophole to set Aryana free was that Ofelia can die and it would break the deal. The teased tragedy is that Ofelia wants to die for Aryana's sake, to ensure that she can have a normal life, and Aryana, naturally, goes berserk at this possibility.

I thought they would do a Buffy-esque twisted where Ofelia would only temporarily die, like during surgery or something, and that would be enough to break the spell. But nawp, the show's solution is that Neptuna straight up commits suicide to break the spell so Aryana and Ofelia can be free. It's actually pretty upsetting! But also shunts the merfolk storyline further aside where it's kind of like... what was the point of any of this then??? But obviously I'm watching for different reasons than most of the commenters.

The final batch of episodes are fun, but they're not great, storytelling-wise, because Aryana misses most of it. She's the lead character! But she's out there in merfolk storyline exile and thus cannot be an active player with all the drama happening on land. Her eventual reunion with her parents is great, but this also means that she has no impact on all the massive upheavals going on with Victor, Ofelia, Megan and Stella, and especially Megan's change of heart. Sad to say everything Megan and Stella is my jam, and the mother-daughter duo splintering is A+, no notes, and I laughed so hard that even Jason, whose only motivation is his obsession with Stella, can only be like, "Stella, why are you so obsessed with Aryana, this is insane." Neptuna straight-up kills Jason, though.

Everyone not within this quadrant is either not there or only have walk-on roles through the entire final arc. Actually, even if you're in the quadrant it doesn't mean your story is tidied up, because stuff swept over includes:
- Ofelia and Victor never actually get back together on-screen, they have no romantic moments in the final episodes, but in the epilogue they're holding hands. Okay.
- Aryana doesn't choose between Hubert and Adrian. I did not like the teen romance storyline and this is in-character for Aryana, but after aaaaaaall the drama, that's just WOW! COWARDS!
- Bebet never finds out Aryana was a mermaid! Justice for Bebet! There was a brief bit where she hangs out with Hubert and Adrian and MEIN GOTT I would love to know their dynamic, but we never see it.
- Andoy and Carlina get married off-screen, I GUESS.
- Nothing for Marlon, except a tux for prom, I GUESS.
- What's Elnora doing? Who knows.

No wonder people want another season! I did like the show better than Kambal Sirena, but that show at least stuck to a landing.

Scrivener themes!

Jun. 5th, 2026 06:55 pm
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While I have the brain energy, I figured I would repost a useful resource for my fellow writers using Scrivener, namely that someone on the r/scrivener subreddit has made dozens of free Scrivener themes for both Mac and Windows versions of Scrivener, if you would like to change up the color scheme of Scrivener a bit. (There's also a guide to Scrivener's Compile system there, if you need one.)

As a Mac user, this is exciting, because the Mac and Windows themes for Scrivener are not cross-compatible and I am pretty sure that every other Scrivener theme I have ever seen available for download is for the Windows version. But these come in Mac versions too! Now I can finally have a selection of pretty colors to choose from!

(This is also doubly exciting because the person who was making them was taking suggestions as they were posting them in packs to the subreddit and I asked if they could please make a version of the Cobalt2 IDE theme and they made a Cobalt2 IDE theme! For me! It's pretty great. I understand that not everyone wants Scrivener to look like their favorite VSCode or JetBrains theme, but I love this theme a lot, so.)

AI is not coming for my job

Jun. 5th, 2026 09:05 am
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A friend asked me if I worked in an office (yes) and warned me that AI is probably coming from my job.

I told him no, I am very not worried:
1) I have a union, and
2) My company works with a lot of confidential personal info that needs careful handling, and
3) AI cannot do my job.

AI cannot even attempt to do my job.

I do document formatting & processing, and while I'm sure there are AI advocates who think they can have AI do that, it's because they've never done those.

Read more... )
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 Photograph of a mix tape. Just Like Canon, A Fancake Mix 2026 is written on the cassette's label alongside some heart doodles.
[community profile] fancake's theme for June is Just Like Canon! These fanworks are so close to canon even their progenitors can't tell the difference. This includes works that are strongly rooted in canon, feel like they could be new canon, or are even meant to be a replacement for canon, like virtual seasons or fanmade supercuts.

If you have any questions about this theme, or the comm, come talk to me!
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I don't think any of the Disney YA novels are particularly big except in certain circles, but I guess the Twisted Tales series has been doing well enough that it's justified some spin-offs. Even so, there's something like two dozen books in the series now, so I was not expecting that the "Part of Your World" TLM AU novel, which already got a graphic novel adaptation a few years ago, would also get a manga adaptation? Isn't that same thing, for the same market (since they're both English-language publications), just in different styles?

I just managed to get my hands on the two volumes of the manga and I think if the graphic novel didn't already exist, I would probably like it better. It's the same story but with some changes to make it more exciting (there's a whole fight sequence Ariel gets to do) but Ariel cries so much and although Ariel, Vanessa and Ursula look great, Eric doesn't look like Eric at all and it keeps throwing me out.

Wobbly photos behind the cut. )

Wednesday Reading Meme

Jun. 3rd, 2026 03:50 pm
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What I Just Finished Reading

Jenny Teichmann, Pegasos: An Easy Ancient Greek Reader: A very short original novella in Ancient Greek, retelling the story of Bellerophon and Pegasus, with a facing glossary including basically every word on the page. It's fun! I liked it! Yay, horsies!

What I'm Reading Now

Comics Wednesday!

Doctor Strange #7, Fantastic Four #12, Iron Man #6 )

What I'm Reading Next

Who knows? I mean, I'm awake right now; I feel like this is a victory.
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It's like Martha Wells heard me when I said the thing I like the least about this series is all the descriptions of walking and was like CHALLENGE ACCEPTED. This book is almost entirely one long walk. Even Murderbot was complaining about it.

A return to form, where, much like the first four books in the series, that form is a novella where Murderbot is in a situation and must get itself and its assigned humans out of it. This time the situation is an escort mission, only, unlike a video game, the people Murderbot is escorting can think for themselves and won't walk off a cliff if left alone for a second. They're interesting characters and, unlike many of the other humans Murderbot adopts, I had no trouble keeping them straight, but they're not Murderbot's main people, so despite Murderbot's increasing self-awareness of its emotional state, this book lacks a lot of the deep feels that, say, Exit Strategy or Network Effect provoke. Instead, I mainly found it interesting for the worldbuilding and the exploration of the different ways people live in the Corporate Rim.

I loved seeing Three again, but, of course, I wanted more Three, and really I missed Murderbot's interactions with the humans, augmented humans, and "bot pilot" who know it best. Because the thing I like the most about this series, and I said this too, is Murderbot and the way it's learning how to be a person and building relationships despite not knowing how to do either of those things.

Contains: child harm, the usual violence and swearing (though not as much as usual!), character using a mobility device.

Book Log: How to Hide an Empire

Jun. 2nd, 2026 07:39 pm
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What a good read! Daniel Immerwahr's How to Hide an Empire: A Short History of the Greater United States is a very readable history of the Greater United States, i.e. a history with deliberate focus on the US's territories. Page-wise, most the book is about the Philippines and Puerto Rico, and on the rank after that comes Alaska, Guam and Hawai'i, with the smaller islands and various military bases to follow.

On the broader level it's a history of the US's outlook towards its territories first as consequence of colonialism (all empires were doing it at the time, so why not get some) which eventually turns into globalisation and an "empire of bases" as colonialism became unfashionable. Immerwahr starts with the expansion of the US westward from the east coast, using the argument that the creation and annexation of mainland territories was in the continuum of colonisation in the claiming of land and displacement of the Native Americans, with Immerwahr drawing a straight line to why some mainland territories became states very quickly, with other territories were prevented from becoming states for as long as possible because of their non-white majority (Alaska, Hawai'i), while other territories remain disenfranchised (Puerto Rico in particular, for its large population and impact to the mainland).

For me on a personal level the extended history of the Philippines as a US colony is fascinating (a SEAsian neighbour I continue to learn more about, as I know comparatively so little of her), in how they took it from Spain, didn't know what to do with it, and then it ended up being the site for the only US-Japan land battle during WWII, during which (as which Immerwahr reports) many US GIs didn't even know the Philippines was part of the US when they landed. Puerto Rico's history is a little more well-known, I think, but appreciate his further detailing how human experimentation led to chemotherapy and birth control, but only the good results are remembered on the mainland, while PR remembers the human cost.

What Immerwahr does really well is in drawing lines from [this] policy or action led to [this] consequence, even for things that don't look obvious or would be more interesting in further detail. As an example, he argues that Liverpool UK saw a high concentration of modern rock bands (the Beatles, the Rolling Stones and so on) compared to other British cities because Liverpool is near a US base, which after WWII saw the import of American music by US military personnel stationed there, which influenced the locals to develop their own music.

The later part of Immerwahr's book lays out his argument that the US let go of its colonies after WWII due to the rise of the colonised in forming nation states, but also that the reasons for old-school colonisation became no longer relevant because of the arrival of new technologies for communication, resource control and logistics (i.e. globalisation) which means that only strategic bases and holdings are only necessary, especially military-wise. But the imperial mindset remains, as can be seen by the gulf war and uhhhh everything going on the middle east.

May 2026 Monthly Media

Jun. 2nd, 2026 07:28 am
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* = Rewatch/reread
 
Anime/Cartoons
  • Bob's Burgers 16.13
Books/Short Stories
  • The Notebook: A History of Thinking on Paper by Roland Allen
  • A Drop of Corruption by Robert Jackson Bennett
  • This Inevitable Ruin by Matt Dinniman 
  • A Parade of Horribles by Matt Dinniman
  • Lady Eve's Last Con by Rebecca Fraimow
  • The Starving Saints by Caitlin Starling
  • A Mouthful of Dust by Nghi Vo  
  • A Long and Speaking Silence by Nghi Vo
Manga/Comics/Light Novels 
  • Wotakoi: Love Is Hard for Otaku Volume 1-3 by Fujita
  • Ballad of Sword and Wine Volume 7 by Tang Jiu Qing
  • Oglaf (ongoing webcomic)
  • Order of the Stick (ongoing webcomic)
  • Wilde Life (ongoing webcomic)
 Movies/Documentaries
  • Project Hail Mary (2026) 
Theater/Concerts  
  • The Great Gatsby (National Theater)
  • Or (Atlas Theater)
  • Othello (Shakespeare Theater Company)
TV Shows/Web Series
  • Clean Slate 1-8 
  • Company Retreat 1-8
  • Critical Role 4.24-4.27
  • Dimension 20: Council of Darkness 1-8
  • Malcolm in the Middle 2.05-7.22
  • Malcolm in the Middle: Life's Still Unfair 1-4
  • Next Level Chef 5.11-5.13
  • One Piece: Live Action 2.01-2.08
  • Scrubs 5.08-10.09
  • Survivor 50.11-50.13

Somehow, June has returned

Jun. 1st, 2026 02:14 pm
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I've been feeling a little meh lately, I think a combo of the strain of travel, weather and long-distance driving activities. This isn't really helped that as soon as it gets really really hot in the daytime (as it's been this week or so) I just don't want to do anything that takes effort, physical or mental. Consuming stuff is okay, doing occasional chores is okay, but priority is for the critical things and everything else more complicated is stuck in a backlog.

In an attempt to make a post! I've been watching/listening to [youtube.com profile] micthesnare's Deep Discog Dives, which look at the entire catalogue and associated creative history of huge artists like Stevie Wonder, Fleetwood Mac, The Beatles, Queen, Daft Punk, etc. and although these are well-known artists it's not like I've listened to everything they've ever done, so it's been fun listening to his chatter about their work and discovering previously-unknown-to-me music that I can add to my playlist. Like, for example, some of Madonna's later comparatively-lesser-known stuff is surprisingly my jam.

2026 update

May. 31st, 2026 07:36 am
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Hey,
 I am still on here. Not as much as I like to be, Real life and health. 

(no subject)

May. 29th, 2026 07:23 pm
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My laptop is back from the shop. The reason that it was freezing and dying every so often is that it was overheating.

And why was it overheating, you ask?

Because of the enormous clump of cat hair inside it.

several inches of thoroughly packed cat hair.

So, uh, if you have a laptop that you like to use actually on your lap, and you have a cat that likes to sit on your lap or right next to your lap while you have the laptop on it ... it might be worthwhile to crack the case open every so often and see if there is cat hair in there to be cleaned out.

I mean, I'm glad that if it had to have a problem, it was something so easily fixable.

but also.

i wish i had figured this out myself and taken care of it before it was bad enough to need to be in the shop for a week.

Deadloch (S2)

May. 28th, 2026 10:38 am
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Amazon gave me a month of free Prime a while back and so I loaded up the app and saw what there was to see and discovered that Deadloch's second season was out, despite hearing literally nothing about it on the social medias. I started it and it had even more shouting than the first season somehow, but it also read the room and noticed that ACAB, actually, and really leans into it.

The mystery felt a little messy, but I'm there for Eddie and Dulcie (and Cath)(in that order) and it delivered on that, and on its commitment to queerness, introducing Leo, a stealth them (they are stealthy, the them part is explicit), and having Eddie explore their identity in the loudest she/they way possible.

I think the Kates did a reasonable job of spreading the ACAB around, showing how being a cop was eroding Dulcie's humanity, that Eddie's disdain for protocol isn't just a fun quirk of her personality but a real problem, and how Abby isn't able to do her job properly due to all the incompetence—some of it her own—and then just going the extra mile and making every cop in the show flat out lazy, racist, and/or corrupt. They did not do it with any subtlety either, which is either a plus or a minus, depending on your level of media literacy.

But I had to suffer through advertisements in the middle of my prestige streaming, and even for free that made me angry because no way am I paying to watch Amazon's programming and then also paying through watching ads. Also the closed captioning on Amazon's Roku app is just for shit. Tiny white letters with no background or outline and no way to change it. I missed a lot because I often couldn't even see the text. At one point, I'm pretty sure the closed captioning had Leo saying, "Slow down. I'm wearing flatforms." Which had me googling to see if there was a type of shoe I'd never heard of out there. There was not.

Wednesday Reading Meme

May. 27th, 2026 01:39 pm
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What I Just Finished Reading

Norman Ohler, Blitzed: Drugs in the Third Reich: The Nazis sure did a lot of drugs. I am pretty sure I had more to say here but I had a migraine while attempting to write this up.

Okay, with slightly more brain, trying this again: if you have heard things like "wow, the Nazis did a lot of drugs," this book will definitely contextualize that for you. I picked it up because I had heard that and wanted to know if it was true. It is apparently true!

This book was originally written in German, for a German audience, so it's kind of slightly above my head as a layperson who is generally familiar with WW2 from a more US-based perspective, and this meant that there were several parts where I could have used a broader historical context (like, there's a lot about Nazi military operations that off the top of my head I am completely unfamiliar with, like basically everything involving submarines), and the sections that I thought were the most interesting tended to be the ones that were the highest-level. There were also a lot of descriptions that clearly would have made more sense to this book's original audience, because buildings would be described by saying what street corners in Berlin they were on, and I assume that the reader is supposed to know, say, whether that is a nice neighborhood.

The book has two basic focuses, which is (1) the Nazi military development and consumption of drugs generally for the purpose of warfare, and (2) the absolute fuckton of drugs that Hitler personally was on for a lot of this time period, including what the author asserts is an addiction to oxycodone. I am not especially familiar with biographical information about Hitler so I wasn't clear on whether this was a previously-known fact or a new assertion from the author but, regardless, the book did seem to get a lot of mileage of pointing out all the hypocrisy involved here.

As I understand it, the main high-level takeaway is this: the Nazis criminalized drug addiction (and barred marriage for drug addicts because of eugenics etc etc) and specifically were against drugs like morphine, because that's the kind of shit that those degenerates (yes, I am using the term deliberately) in the Weimar Republic were doing. But then they basically invented meth, and meth was great, and there wasn't an existing stigma against meth for them to worry about, and in fact it made them more productive and they could hand it out to troops like candy and who cares about finding out what the side effects or recommended doses are, there's a war on! So there's definitely a whole... cultural framework about the specific drug choice here that I was unaware of, and it matters very much to them that it was specifically meth.

(You may at this point wonder how the hell Hitler was on oxycodone, and the answer appears to be that his personal physician didn't tell him that that's what he was getting. But he sure got a lot of "vitamin" injections. I personally would have rather read more about the drug use at the institutional level; I think those sections worked better.)

In addition to the Nazis generally doing a lot of meth, they were also into experimenting to find out if they could come up with drug combinations to make better, stronger soldiers who could stay awake and on mission for four days straight. Because if you can't make your own ubermensch at home, store-bought is fine, I guess. The meth turned out to be a bad idea for this. Apparently if you give soldiers a combination of meth, oxy, and coke, they will definitely do something, but it's not gonna be accomplishing a four-day solo submarine mission.

Apparently the CIA then got their hands on the Nazi drug research (?) and this later led into MKUltra, which is what the author's other book is about.

What I'm Reading Now

Comics Wednesday!

DoomQuest #1, Ultimates #24 )

What I'm Reading Next

I do not know.

The Keeper, by Tana French

May. 26th, 2026 10:13 am
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Cal has come to think of Ardnakelty as his home and thinks he finally sees it for what it is—all the tangled connections between the people who have lived on the land for decades, whose families have worked it for centuries, and the ways those connections influence what justice looks like, how it's meted out, and by whom—but being accepted by the locals as more than a blow-in means Cal's finally seeing the real depths of the machinations, and who's behind them.

These books are deep and chewy because as Cal learns about the village and the people who live in it, the layers of Ardnakelty are slowly peeled away, one by one, and there's always some intensely troubling shit between those layers. This book, like the others, was super tense and I was constantly bracing myself for what was going to happen next. But unlike the others, it took me two weeks to read. For some reason I felt like it didn't have quite the same sense of urgency as the others. This is more of a slow motion disaster, but I was still worried about the characters. Lena, in particular.

I highly recommend the series, but you have to read the first two books before picking this one up. Out of all three, The Hunter, the second, is still my favorite—this one did not have enough Trey—but like for good, normal teenaged reasons. She's not part of the problem this time.

Contains: Discussions of suicide and depression, fear of animal harm.

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